so here it is.. it's Tuesday evening and i'm attempting to read psychology before my exam on thursday.. this actually is quite and important task, seeing that if i get an A on this exam, at least with my extra experimentation points, i don't have to take the final!! which would be very amazing.. jenn and liz went out to smoke.. trish is out w/ jordan.. tarra is not here like usual.. so i once again have the quad to myself.. meaning that once again i am blaring Thursday War All The Time because, as you know, i am completely obsessed.  i am very glad that i stayed home until this afternoon, studying yesterday and hitting the hay by 11, rather than being surrounded by dozens of high fellow dormmates.. i just don't get it.. the excitement of constant drinking and smoking.. not to mention how more people than not smoke cigarettes too.. it's so lame.. i mean, i can think of so countless sober activities to do.. laser tag.. bowling.. ice skating!!.. concerts!!!!!!!!!!!.. listening to cds.. movies.. chillling!.. driving around for no reason whatsoever.. girls' spa night.. i can keep going if you need me to.. everyone is going out to Delta Chi i guess thursday night. no thank you. i will stay here, study, and get rest for my 7:45 Exam!! i don't get it - a school night?? i rarely would even go to places like the mall on school nights, and the mall is closed by 9!!!! i hope that dane is a good boy - that's what i need.. i also need to hang out with lindsey/alli/elizabeth/rachel more - who i can have sober fun with.. i keep discovering more and more people who i think are all good who do this shit too.. it makes me angry.. and makes me feel alone.. i'm glad i have LA to talk to cuz it seems only she understands this mess.. I better get back to my reading/singing along to thursday.. later!!