So.. I read a post on an Alkaline Trio Live Journal community that I am a member of.. It was a kid who is a fellow Clevelander and he was talking about Alkaline Trio's show in Cleveland. I replied to his post, mentioning that I also had attended that show and whatnot.. blah blah blah.. he then added me as a friend on LJ, ok, I added him back, He likes the Trio, so I can add him as a friend - I mean, I added a cool girl I met through a couple other communities and such.. so Yeah..
He must have gone to my Info/Bio page and clicked on the link where you can text message my phone.. so he texts me, asking where in Cleveland I live, and before he must have even gotten my response (to HIS cell phone # that he left in the message,) he IM's me later last night, and proceeds to talk to me for a good hour and a half.. some REALLY personal stuff.. I'm like - whoa!! You don't even know me and you've never met me, never seen me, honestly know nothing about me, except that I go to Kent and I'll be 19 in 3 weeks. He's 19, almost 20, and not in school.. He's an auto mechanic.. his dad died in May.. He has trust issues.. he has baggage from previous relationships.. he doesn't understand why I am picky in finding a guy/boyfriend.. he doesn't get that when I tell him I DON"T DRINK, I mean that, and I don't need him to offer his opinion on what drinks are good/not.. I HONESTLY DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING RELATED TO ALCOHOL!! SORRY!! He wants to meet me Saturday night.. I say ok.. but knowing I won't.. whoops - I lied.. I am very sorry, Josh, but No, I know YOU have trust issues, but that's not enough for me to trust you.. you're a drunkard.. I don't want a drunkard.. and Yes, I do think looks are slightly important - it's what first attracts me to someone - whether you can admit it or not, you're not going to start up a random conversation with someone you meet on the street, if they are completely unattractive.. You don't fit my physical "type" if you will.. Once again, Josh, I am sorry about this..
So he calls me today, just as I'm getting back home, pulling into the Garage.. Unforunately, I guess, I didn't hear the ring, because my cell phone ringtone of the moment is Hot Hot Heat's "Bandages," and I just happened to be listening to that song on that CD at that very moment.. WEIRD.. He calls again, around 7:00 I guess, (I got his voice mail after 10:00, and looked at the call log to see when it came through..), anyways, he called, telling me to call him back on his cell, not at home like he said before, cuz he'd be at a friend's house.. About 15 minutes later, after Me, Leigh Ann, and Dan left Laser Quest, and then left Steak and Shake cuz they were taking too long to wait, he called A THIRD TIME as we were leaving. Leigh Ann's like - "Give me the phone!! I wanna talk to him!!" So Me, being the girl he is stalking, I have still never spoken to him, except on AIM.. I've heard his voice on my Voice mail Twice, but Leigh Ann has had a short conversation with him.. She pretended to be me.. got me COMPLETELY off the hook about tomorrow night, saying "I had to hang out with one of my friends, who I haven't seen in a while, before we both go back to school.." Leigh Ann, I love to pieces!! You're so my best friend, especially for moments like that when you are so incredibly awesome!! I know I owe you big, and I WILL find a way to repay you!! (Will you accept me ACTUALLY TALKING to Dane as payment??) haha.. if I ACTUALLY do that, I know you'll accept it!!!!!!!!! Cuz I sooo should.. But now I guess you can say that I break even - Yes, I am "stalking" someone, (hot Dane.. ahahahahaha) but now I have a really FREAKY STALKER myself.. whoa.. step back and think Pam.. A last time, I am very sorry Josh.. for the hour I spoke to you over the internet, You seemed like a really awesome guy (minus the no school.. minus the drinking.. minus the used to smoke..) ahh that was cruel.. that is why I am hiding this mumbo jumbo here, and not in my livejournal.. He wants to keep in touch online, and call once in a while, and I guess that is ok.. if I get to know more about him, and he more about me, MAYBE then we can at least be "Friends".. go to shows together?? maybe.. I really don't know.. I've never been in a situation anything like this before.. And Now this Blog is complete.. Josh, Stay cool, and I will try to keep in touch.. I'm out.. ~Pamela~