Pam Gaskey

Nov 5, 2003

obsessions suck..

Well.. i only had one class today and it was relaxing.. Understanding Music, so all we did was listen to pieces from the Romantic Era.. and I stared at Dane.. whoops!!! haha.. anyways.. i had to go to a psychology experiment that i signed up for at 12.. just 10 minutes after UM ended so i had to rush.. but it was all good cuz i had Thursday streaming through my headphones!!! oh yeah! Now here i am.. feeding my hunger for Lit and Hansome Devil.. more obsessions.. grr! last night i was having sick feelings when thinking about how i still really like mike after 4 1/2 years and i can't make it stop! Just like I have to listen to Thurday at least 4 times a day to feel good right now.. And i'm really confused, cuz i might have to preorder the HD cd online, cuz it might not be distributed to stores??? and Lit is putting out a new CD in spring.. on a label yet to be announced.. and in the future they may only have new songs available online?? and A.Jay DOES have a daughter.. Presley.. Presley Popoff. that sounds funny... and I LA is dealing with all this shit from chris.. guys are such ass holes.. she deserves much better! i wish there was something i could do.. right now i'm so tired but i dont want to take a nap!! i have shit to do today still- voter registration drive for KIC from 4-5, then SPN from 5-6 - that is if i decide to go.. BLAH!! that's how i feel today.. i can't wait to go home and see my best friend and hang out, and see my brother, and my mom and dad, and everyone at work, and whoever else i happen to run into! it's a much needed break from the stresses in my life and a break from my sleep deprivation. i hope the next 2 days go smoothly.. i don't need any more stress.. BLAH!!

Posted at 01:49 pm by Pam Gaskey
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Perplexed Pam..

so today was a long day.. structure at 7:45.. breakfast @ Eastway w/ Shelley.. 2 hour nap - sleeping through Chemistry.. Psychology at 12:15.. Structure Lab at 2:15.. Dinner @ 4 w/ Liz, Jenn, Jerad, Vince, Shawn and Michelle.. KIC from 7-9:30.... I think I listened to the Thursday CD 5 complete times over the course of the day - even though I haven't really been in my room all that much.. Oh well, I am completely obsessed.. seriously.. if you haven't bought War All The Time yet, I HIGHLY recommend it!! haha.. I also passed my boredom starting this blog site thingamabob, reading Choke by Chuck Palahniuk, flipping through the Nov. issue of AP, talking to my bestest buddy Leigh Ann, lookin at Mike's new site... CUZ I TOTALLY SUCK!!!! I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK I SUCK.. until the end of time - but it's ok.. cuz i have a new potential.. well, probably not.. but it's the mysterious punk boy in my music class - Dane - and he is so damn cute!!! lol... lookin forward to Girls Night on Friday and gettin some Real Sleep.. ahh.. what a alife!!! bye for now

Posted at 12:28 am by Pam Gaskey
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