Pam Gaskey

Mar 21, 2004

inexplicable nonsense

Ahhh. I am no on Spring Break and am bored already.

At least I'm working so I can see everyone from Target.
That is good.
I get to hang out with Nicole sometime
Maybe go shopping
Also with Danny
and I'm going to see a movie with Gen
And I have to call Kristin

Before she's back in Chicago till Mid-June
I miss everyone.
I'm glad I'll see them this week.
I miss everyone from Kent.
I love all my Dungeon-Girls!! <3love ya all!!!!!!!!
and Michelle - my future roommate!! yay!!
and other kent Girlies - mary, lauren, allison, melissa, gina, alison, rachel, etc..
and all my boys!! NR natives - Matt, Ryan, Jason, Jim, etc..

All the dorm guys!! You guys all rock too fast for velcro shoes.. haha

And everyone from the Rat - yippee!!
I miss the Rat.

Run we go round again, circles..

I don't think I'll ever be tired enough to sleep.

I want to be nocturnal again..

Posted at 11:34 pm by Pam Gaskey
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Jan 10, 2004

Umm.. privacy from my LJ is much needed about now.. mmmkay..

Mmmkay.. so I've abandoned this Beotch for almost a month and I come crawling back, begging for mercy.. actually, I just needed an outlet for this cuz I sure as hell can't post it on my Live Journal and that's for sure!!

So.. I read a post on an Alkaline Trio Live Journal community that I am a member of.. It was a kid who is a fellow Clevelander and he was talking about Alkaline Trio's show in Cleveland. I replied to his post, mentioning that I also had attended that show and whatnot.. blah blah blah.. he then added me as a friend on LJ, ok, I added him back, He likes the Trio, so I can add him as a friend - I mean, I added a cool girl I met through a couple other communities and such.. so Yeah..

He must have gone to my Info/Bio page and clicked on the link where you can text message my phone.. so he texts me, asking where in Cleveland I live, and before he must have even gotten my response (to HIS cell phone # that he left in the message,) he IM's me later last night, and proceeds to talk to me for a good hour and a half.. some REALLY personal stuff.. I'm like - whoa!! You don't even know me and you've never met me, never seen me, honestly know nothing about me, except that I go to Kent and I'll be 19 in 3 weeks. He's 19, almost 20, and not in school.. He's an auto mechanic.. his dad died in May.. He has trust issues.. he has baggage from previous relationships.. he doesn't understand why I am picky in finding a guy/boyfriend.. he doesn't get that when I tell him I DON"T DRINK, I mean that, and I don't need him to offer his opinion on what drinks are good/not.. I HONESTLY DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING RELATED TO ALCOHOL!! SORRY!! He wants to meet me Saturday night.. I say ok.. but knowing I won't.. whoops - I lied.. I am very sorry, Josh, but No, I know YOU have trust issues, but that's not enough for me to trust you.. you're a drunkard.. I don't want a drunkard.. and Yes, I do think looks are slightly important - it's what first attracts me to someone - whether you can admit it or not, you're not going to start up a random conversation with someone you meet on the street, if they are completely unattractive.. You don't fit my physical "type" if you will.. Once again, Josh, I am sorry about this..

So he calls me today, just as I'm getting back home, pulling into the Garage.. Unforunately, I guess, I didn't hear the ring, because my cell phone ringtone of the moment is Hot Hot Heat's "Bandages," and I just happened to be listening to that song on that CD at that very moment.. WEIRD.. He calls again, around 7:00 I guess, (I got his voice mail after 10:00, and looked at the call log to see when it came through..), anyways, he called, telling me to call him back on his cell, not at home like he said before, cuz he'd be at a friend's house.. About 15 minutes later, after Me, Leigh Ann, and Dan left Laser Quest, and then left Steak and Shake cuz they were taking too long to wait, he called A THIRD TIME as we were leaving. Leigh Ann's like - "Give me the phone!! I wanna talk to him!!" So Me, being the girl he is stalking, I have still never spoken to him, except on AIM.. I've heard his voice on my Voice mail Twice, but Leigh Ann has had a short conversation with him.. She pretended to be me.. got me COMPLETELY off the hook about tomorrow night, saying "I had to hang out with one of my friends, who I haven't seen in a while, before we both go back to school.." Leigh Ann, I love to pieces!! You're so my best friend, especially for moments like that when you are so incredibly awesome!! I know I owe you big, and I WILL find a way to repay you!! (Will you accept me ACTUALLY TALKING to Dane as payment??) haha.. if I ACTUALLY do that, I know you'll accept it!!!!!!!!! Cuz I sooo should.. But now I guess you can say that I break even - Yes, I am "stalking" someone, (hot Dane.. ahahahahaha) but now I have a really FREAKY STALKER myself.. whoa.. step back and think Pam.. A last time, I am very sorry Josh.. for the hour I spoke to you over the internet, You seemed like a really awesome guy (minus the no school.. minus the drinking.. minus the used to smoke..) ahh that was cruel.. that is why I am hiding this mumbo jumbo here, and not in my livejournal.. He wants to keep in touch online, and call once in a while, and I guess that is ok.. if I get to know more about him, and he more about me, MAYBE then we can at least be "Friends".. go to shows together?? maybe.. I really don't know.. I've never been in a situation anything like this before.. And Now this Blog is complete.. Josh, Stay cool, and I will try to keep in touch.. I'm out.. ~Pamela~

Posted at 12:24 am by Pam Gaskey
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Dec 14, 2003

I'm sick and I'm twisted.. I'm broke and you can't fix it.. =)

Mood: Happy =)
Music: Billy Talent - Self-Titled

So.. It's been quite a while since I've written on this blog.. I think most of my writing power has been wielded to livejournal as of late.. But I promise I'll remember this blog too!! ahahaha..

Today was a pretty uneventful day.. I went with my parents to Church this morning, came home, ate lunch, listened to an unhealthy amount of music (like always..lmao), took a 3 hour nap, watched Rich Girls and some Disney Channel, watched the Browns game!! but they lost in overtime.. blah!!.. talked to Leigh Ann, talked to Emaciated Liz.. ahahaha.., had dinner, baked chocolate chip cookies (with those nifty holiday tollhouse morsels!!), and here I am, wasting time even though I should be cleaning the dishes from my baking escapade or getting ready to go out tonight!! I'm going with my Bestest Buddy to see Elf in about an hour.. yay!!

So being home from school, I am already bored!! ahhh!! I used to never take naps..then I spent most of this afternoon is deep slumber.. I'm glad I have a job so I will have something to occupy my time, and something to force me to take on some kind of NORMAL sleep schedule..

Speaking of school.. I am happy!! For my first semester of college, I ended up with a 3.46 gpa.. I am definitely satisified with that!! I gotta make sure I study more next semester cuz I have 2 more additional difficult classes.. and this semester I was really lacking in good study habits.. ah well..

So I CANNOT stop listening to either The Alkaline Trio or Billy Talent.. concerts AlWAYS do that to me - they make me even more obsessed with a band than before.. I attended The Alkaline Trio's show, as part of the Vagrant Records Tour last Tuesday at the Agora, with my friend Nicole and my friends Alex and Jonathan from school!! it was definitely fun times!! I saw Billy Talent on Friday with my Bestest Buddy Leigh Ann.. and we ran into Pete Bode, Dom, and Pat Schneider and hung out with them at the show and afterwards!! We were running late.. should have missed BT's performance even though they were the headliners, but somehow, the show was running ooober late.. so we even caught an entire opening band!! go figure!!

Well, I'm out for now..

Till next time..

xoxo~love, Pammy-la!!~ The only problem is that Sunday only comes now once a week, and I'm a freak but.. =)

Posted at 08:04 pm by Pam Gaskey
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Dec 5, 2003

blah..

I hate being sick.. especially when I have finals to study for.. I went out in the cold, brisk wind and heavy snow to pick up some DayQuil and NyQuil form the bookstore.. yeah.. they are completely out of anything even slightly related to cold medicine. I'm at a loss for who I can go with to the Billy Talent concert, since Leigh Ann has finals and Nicole can't go.. But I will find someone to go with dammit!! even if I have to swallow my nerves and see if dane wants to go.. I could ask him on Tuesday at the Alkaline Trio show.. or I can just make either Nick or Joel go - I don't care if they've never heard of 'em.. they're a good band and that's all that really matters..

I'm gonna go.. download more cds to my hard drive..

catch'a later alligators!!
~love, Pammy-la!!~

Posted at 11:38 am by Pam Gaskey
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Nov 23, 2003

a thousand pretty lights assail these sinking feelings..

Mood: Half-sleepy..
Music: The Lawrence Arms - The Greatest Story Ever Told

So.. Today I actually woke up early. I woke up at 9:45 to take a shower, get dressed, and go to church at 11:00. I ran into Melissa and Mark and after mass, we went to breakfast at Prentice where I ran into Rachel and we talked about our fretting over Chem.. When I got back to the dorm, I went to the lounge to watch the Browns/Steelers game - the Browns had a mega off day!! grr!! I mean, Pittsburg's only points were those they scored off of fumbles or interceptions.. All Cuz our damn runningbacks weren't paying attention and lost the ball like after every carry - how pathetic!! sorry bout that hostility.. It's just been such a sad weekend for us Ohioans.. with OSU losing to their archrival Michigan, and then the Browns losing to their archrival The Steelers.. I then attempted to do some chem.. got about 5 problems done.. then fell asleep on top of all my books.. great huh?? I haven't tried to do anything else.. I'm just waiting for the SLC meeting from ending so that I can go with people to Rosie's to get some Grub!!

I'm definately out for the night!! Hopefully tomorrow will bring more productivity!!
Have a great night and enjoy the last of the nice weather before winter attacks tomorrow!!

~love, Pammy~ keep smiling!!!!

Posted at 07:37 pm by Pam Gaskey
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Nov 21, 2003

it is sunny and the skies are very blue!!

Mood: ugly mood for such a pretty day
Music: AFI - Black Sails in the Sunset

It's the second lovely day in a row!! Hey!! I just used the title of a Lit song.. cuz I totally rock!! Muahaha.. Oh wellsies!! =) Today, classes went by quickly but now I am really bored.. because I happen to be procrastinating doing Chemistry problems because I have NO attention span whatsoever!! I wish I could have gone home this weekend.. but I guess I can wait till Tuesday.. hopefully.. I want some quiet time but can never get it.. grr.. I can't wait till next year when I only have one roommate - it'll be so NICE!! well... bye all!!

Posted at 04:52 pm by Pam Gaskey
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Nov 18, 2003

rage rage against they dying of the light

Mood: Day-Dreaming??
Music: Billy Talent!!

So I'm doing fairly well right now.. I got soaked in the monsoon walking back from the Student Center.. so I took myself a nice hot, long, relaxing shower.. it was great!! Tomorrow is my easy day - leaving the dorm about 10:15 to get Alkaline Trio tickets for me and Nicole, then off to my Music class and then I'm done!! I think I'm going to start preparing for Tuesday's Chem Exam by doing some book probs or somthing.. So I can maintain my B in that class and get my 3.4 or whatever it was gonna work out to.. I dunno tho.. Looking forward to the week being over!! No orientation on Friday!! yay!! And I don't have to go to Psychology anymore since I already have my A in there, so I don't need to take the final!! yay!! That means, that from Wed thru Fri, I only have 6 more classes to attend!! music twice, structure twice, chem once, and intro to nursing!! that is so great!! well, i'm out.. buhbye!!

<3 Pammy-la Marie :) peace ya'll!!

Posted at 11:37 pm by Pam Gaskey
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Nov 17, 2003

more of a good thing?? i dunno.. give it up!! whoa oh oh oh oh oh!!

Oi! Oi! Oi! keep it going!! the madness ensues.. and I am the most genuine person you'll eve meet!! yahahaha.. <sinister laugh> g'night ya'll!!
<3 Pam.. Peace out!! and Keep smiling!! :)

Posted at 11:07 pm by Pam Gaskey
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oi!!

Mood: Pleasantly Content with My Life :)
Music: Singing Billy and AFI in my head!!

I am so glad that in a week and a day I'll be home for 5 days for Thanksgiving break!! I get to hang out with Leigh Ann on Tuesday night and go CD splurging at Quonset Hut (not like I really need to do that again tho..) ahaha.. but we're also gonna get our tix for Billy Talent at Peabody's the 12th of December, and we're gonna punk rock out to the new Handsome Devil CD!! hecks yeah!! I also get to see all my other friends cuz they rock!! like Thursday uhhuh!! uhhuh!! yay for you all!! nicole, colleen, kristin.. i'll probably give jenny a call or email to cuz I just love that girl!! she is so awesome!! I'll be working Wednesday, Friday, and Saturday.. so come visit me!! (@ Target in case you forgot!!) ahahaha..

Today I made Chicken Paprikash and Palacinta and Nut Horns as my Hungarian dinner for KIC's Diversity Week. Everyone loved my food.. yay!! I can cook after all!! j/k.. I always could!! lol.. This morning I made it to Structure so easily cuz I took a shower last night, so this morning I actually had time to put on makeup and perfume before class, and then I put the finishing touches on my Understanding Music paper after class, and turned it in at my class!! yay!! Now no more papers till next semester for any class!! yippee!! I listened to Billy Talent 5 times today and afi black sails in the sunset and the art of drowning cuz I'm fuckin' a right!! ow ow!! Hell Yes!! .. ok now.. enough with the lyrical referencing.. I'm such a bitch like that!! Oh well!! You can deal with it, can't ya?? I thought so!!

Mmm-kay.. so.. tomorrow's probably going to suck, just because it is so busy compared to my 2-class Mondays. I once again have to rise and shine for Structure and Function at 7:45 (BLAH), then I gotta go to Chem at 10:45, and Psych at 12:15, then I get to re-live the Fetal Pig dissection from 9th grade biology with Mr. Hanson at my 2:15 Structure Lab.. ewww!! Well, actually it's not ewww at all!! It's fucking amazing!! It's our first real lab of the year!! Damn straight!! And I'm excited 'cause I haven't dissected anything since Human Phys the 1st semester of my Junior Year!! Yippee Skippy!! ahahahah!!!! I'm pure evil!! and my laugh is sinister!! You know it turns ya on too ;) oi! oi! oi! Horns in the air!! 'Cause you know Jeremy can't play the part without 'em!! sorry bout that.. i just combined the enjoyment of a Flogging Molly show with that of Lit.. ahhahhaah.. i kill myself!! I think I am seriously lacking sleep.. even though I'm not even Slightly tired.. because I am so completely hyper and weird tonight!! I'm thinking about just IMing a random person.. ahem!!.. and being like - hey!! what's up???? j/k.. Just 'cause I'm hyper doesn't mean that I've got any more guts or n e thing.. lol.. oh well.. it's all good!! <convince me baby, it's all good!!> Lit is so damn amazing.. they make me shivvvvvveeerrrr with delight!! Sure can't wait till early Spring of 2004 for their new cd.. tentatively titled: weapons of mass distruction.. (i think??? like i said already.. i am quite lacking in the sleep department and although i know that title is at least close, if i am completely wrong, don't be too angry with me!! i'm trying my damnedest!!) well, I think I'm gonna go try to chill a bit.. maybe head out to Rosie's?? I kinda want some French Fries and ranch dressing!! mmmhmmm!!

La La La La La.. always gonna love you.. i promise you, I promise!!
<3 Pam Peace!! ;)

Posted at 10:34 pm by Pam Gaskey
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Nov 14, 2003

staring into space..

how bad is it that i got only 2 hours of sleep last night.. and i'm not even tired right now?? i have really bad insomnia!! and another exam tomorrow.. i'm such a moron.. oh well!! is it possible to feel like you could possibly love someone before you even talk to them?? like if you find out about them.. and realize that you have so much in common.. like, not JUST the same taste in music and a shared affinity for shows.. but if they also do not drink, smoke, do drugs?? grr.. i'm getting obsessed and i don't know why.. but i guess i kinda do cuz he is perfect!! i can't do anything, either, but stare off from afar because i am the shyest girl alive!! it sucks big time. any suggestions???????? i'm gonna attempt to get some sleep.. nighty night!!
lotsa love.. Pam..

Posted at 12:06 am by Pam Gaskey
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